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If I have any avid internet followers (Oh, dream on Ella!) they would notice that this is my Third blog. I'm not actually sure if I should be typing this, uh, "Welcome Post" since it may be a jinx that I no longer continue blogging. Let's see the short-lived lives of my blogs...

vaindolphin.blogspot.com
- This is my very first blog, created since a lot of my classmates have been blogging during that period. (They still are, though I don't seem to notice much) So through Arviel's guidance (oha oha) I was able to create it. I had a hard time looking for a decent skin though. I was lucky to have Jason back then, he did the entire layout for me. I just told him what I needed (blue, dolphins, black effect). I wonder who my blogskin creator would be now? :D:D. Anyway, I kind of abandoned this blog since i didn't open it for a year. Also, I skimmed through it and realized I didn't talk about so much. Ella back then and Ella right now are two prolly different persons. (In short, tinamad ako). And besides, when i tried opening my account again, I couldn't remember the stupid password.

splashingbluedolphin.blogspot.com
- Super short lived blog. This was supposed to be my new blog. But, once again, I forgot the password (How bad can my memory get?)

So, here I am. My Blue Rainbow.

The title has a sort of sentimental meaning for me. The concept occurred to me when I was making my "Buhay-Masci" project for Filipino class, a book about our life in MaSci (Of course, it was entitled, "Bughaw na Bahaghari" for the subject). It may sound quite weird, since a rainbow is supposed to be colorful, not only exhibiting shades of blue. But in my own autistic world, there is a blue rainbow. We all have the presumption that rainbows don't appear very often. However, you don't actually need to wait for a rainbow to see it; it's all a matter of how you gaze up at the sky. Happiness isn't a situation, it's not something you have to wait for; it's a choice, and if you choose to see that blue rainbow, camouflaged beneath the beautiful sky. It may sound entirely insane but sometimes I actually do see this blue rainbow. It may be just a figment of my imagination, but it's there, and I'm glad it is. :)

Ciao. :)