Kanta tayooooo...

Before anything else....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TITO BOY VISARRA MASAMAYOR! :DDDDDDDD

Yeay! Andaming may birthday.

Now, let's move on to more random/irrelevant matters in my life. Haha.

I want to start a blog series! Not the story kind though, the SONG kind. :]]

Okayy. So for these series of posts, I will be posting songs (around 5, I guess) and highlighting or indenting the parts that have a direct connection to my oh so wonderful life. Haha.

Disclaimer: This is in no particular order, if you know what I mean.

Track no. 1:

First up, this used to be my favorite song by Christian Bautista. Very close people will know exactly why.

Disclaimer: I typed this song myself. No copy-pasta method here.

COLOR EVERYWHERE
Christian Bautista

Used to seeing black and white
Never really in between
Waiting on the love of my life
To come into my dreams

Everything is shades of grey
Never really blues or greens
Needed someone else to turn to
Someone who could help me learn to see

All the beauty that was waiting for me...

CHORUS
You...
You put the blue back in the sky
You put the rainbow in my eyes
A silver lining in prayers and now
There's COLOR everywhere
You put the red back in the rules
Just when I needed it the most
You came along to show you care and now
There's COLOR everywhere

Everywhere...

My life is so predictable
Never any mystery
But ever since you shined the light
All of that was history

Now I have a hand to hold
And a reason to believe
There's someone in my life worth living for
I was hanging around just wishing on a star

To put the happiness back in my heart and..

*CHORUS

Oh yeah...
You care and now there's color everywhere..

Left those hazy days behind me
Never to return again
Now they're just a fading memory
Because baby it's all so clear to see
The beauty that is waiting there for me

*CHORUS

A silver lining in my prayers and now
There's COLOR everywhere.
You came along to show you care and now, there's color everywhere.

Track no. 2:

Now here's the current bgm of this blog. Haha. I know in one of my previous posts, I gave out three different songs. Haha. At ngayon ibang-iba na. I was online one day and in the mood for some soundtripping. Knowing that my internet takes forever to load I just played random songs from the folder my cousin downloaded in the computer. I stumbled across this song and...poof! I don't know what happened to me, but next thing I knew I was asking Isay how to add music to my blog and here it is now. I can't really explain why I loved it. Maybe because it well...it had all the right words, words I was never able to utter, words I still want to say...

OVER YOU
Chris Daughtry

Now that it’s all said and done,
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

*CHORUS:

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should’ve started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I’d doubt you,
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I’m slowly getting closure.
I guess it’s really over.
I’m finally getting better.
And now I’m picking up the pieces.
I’m spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

*CHORUS:

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should’ve started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I’d doubt you,
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should’ve started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I’d doubt you,
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I’m slowly getting closure.
I guess it’s really over.
I’m finally getting better.
And now I’m picking up the pieces.
I’m spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Putting my heart back together.
Well I’m Putting my heart back together.
‘Cause I got over you..
Well I got over you..
I got over you.
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through,
I got over you.

Haha. Ano ba 'to. Puro blue. Sorry, I kinda overdid the emphasizing. Like I said, it had all the right words.

Track no. 3:

This isn't a new song that I've discovered. I've known this for a long time. Something about it struck me immediately the first time I heard it. Foreshadowing? Haha.

INCOMPLETE
Backstreet Boys

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can’t find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

*CHORUS

I tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

*CHORUS

I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

*CHORUS

incomplete

Track no. 4:

Now THIS is a new song. Haha. I first saw it on Nickelodeon on Nickbeats. I didn't even have the faintest idea what Dvaid Archuleta looked like at that time. I like the song as well as the video. Very well thought of.

A LITTLE TOO NOT OVER YOU
David Archuleta

It never crossed my mind at all
That’s what i tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You’re better off with someone else
It’s for the best, i know it is
But i see you
Sometimes i try to hide
What i feel inside

And i turn around
You’re with him now
I just can’t figure it out

*CHORUS

Tell me why
You’re so hard to forget
Don’t remind me
I’m not over it
Tell me why
I can’t seem to face the truth
I’m just a little too not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

Memories
Supposed to fade
What’s wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn’t think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving on
But i see you
Sometimes i try to hide
What i feel inside

And i turn around
You’re with him now
I just can’t figure it out

*CHORUS

Maybe i regret
Everything i said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now i’m on my own
How i let you go
I’ll never understand
I’ll never understand
Yeah, oooh, oooh, oooh
Oooooooh
Oh
Ooooh, oh

*CHORUS

*CHORUS

Track no. 5:

LAST NA! Haha. This is a relatively old song. The first time I heard it was on my way to school during elementary. I even remember the DJ explaining the meaning of the title. Haha. Never thought this beautiful, short-titled song would become a huge part of my life. Right now, I'm listening and absorbing every word of this song...probably for the very last time.

214
Rivermaya

Am I real?
Do the words I speak before you
Make you feel
That the love I have for you
Will see no ending?

Well, if you look into my eyes
Then you should know
That you have nothing here to doubt
Nothing to fear
And you can lay your questions down
‘Cause if you’ll hold me
We can fade into the night
And you’ll know

The world could die
And everything may lie
Still you shouldn’t cry
‘Cause time may pass
But longer than it’ll last
I’ll be by your side

Take my hand
And gently close your eyes
So you could understand
That there’s no greater love tonight
Than what I’ve for you
Well, if you feel the same way for me
Then let go

We can journey to a garden no one knows
Life is short, my darling
Tell me that you love me

So we can fade into the night
And you’ll know
The world could die
And everything may lie
But you won’t cry
‘Cause time may pass
And everything won’t last
But I’ll be by your side
Forever by your side
So you won’t cry

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Yeay! Tapos na. Haha.

I've finally finished this outrageous post. Haha.

PM me for questions? Haha.

Pleasure Post. Haha.

Hey hey hey!

Since summer is almost officially about to end, I want to make the most out of it by blogging regularly. Haha. You may think all I'm not posting anything relevant to society but I guess I'm entitled to my own idea of fun once in a while, right?

Haha. This is my pleasure post - pleasure because I am going to enumerate the things I want to have. In short, this is my WISH LIST. Haha. Sorry siguro wala lang talaga akong magawa. Haha. The stuff listed below are all material. I just feel like it, bakit ba. Haha.

1. David Cook Album
Okay. I've just recently began liking his music. Haha. I am so outdated. I personally like his voice very, very much. I don't know but I seem to have developed a liking for rock music. Haha. Anyway, my two personal favorites of his right now are "Come Back to Me," and "Light On." It's so frustrating that I still can't download his songs and transfer it to my phone. I'd sooooo want to have a copy of his album.

2. David Archuleta Album
Fickle much? Haha. Just like David Cook, I have also developed a liking for his music, and not to mention his looks. Haha. I don't know why, but his boy-next-door-looking-so-young-and-cute-image has really gotten to me. I fell in love with his two songs "Crush" and "Little Too Not Over You." They were both very appropriate in my personal life by the way. Haha. Last night, Carlos also recommended his song, "Let's Talk About Love." I really, really liked it. :D

*I've searched both artists so many times on Youtube.

3. Any other Music Album
I've become open to all genres! Haha. Except the really hard metal kind. Anyway, I currently am familiar with a lot more songs than I used to. And I'd love to get a hold of it in any medium! It's kind of irritating to wait for music sites and youtube to load all the time, with my very slow internet and all. Kahit i-bluetooth lang sa phone ko masaya na ako. Haha.

*I've been thinking on what bgm to use for this blog. On top of my list are If Everyone Cared by Nickelback, Light On by David Cook, Let's Talk About Love by David Archi. I'm open to suggestions. (Oh, and how do you put background music anyway? Haha. )

4. Mythbusters Merchandise
Seriously, this addiction of mine is getting crazy. Haha. I'd love to have a Mythbusters T-shirt, Mythbusters Keychain, anything that expresses my support for differentiating the real from the unreal. I'd also looooove to have Mythbusters Season DVDs. I don't know if anything I'm rattling about is even available in the Philippines, but I can always dream right? Haha.

5. UP Merchandise
I love the UP shirts! And I'm so dying to get my hands on any of them but sad to say I'm still low on funds. I don't even have an ID lace yet. Haha.

6. School stuff
Ang mahal ng mga notebook na may divider! I'd really want one of those notebooks with refillable pages. But they are soooo expensive! 150 ata mura na. Grr. And ballpens are getting insanely expensive. On the flipside though, I guess I'll be able to save since I won't need to buy around ten notebooks, pad paper, colored paper, colored pens and the like.

7. Clothes and Shoes
This is so feminine of me. Haha. This is probably due to my aunt, Mama Eden. She loves to take me shopping and she is just so 'talented' in choosing clothes and shoes. Haha. I'd also love some new shoes since UPM-CN has a strict dress code.

8. Books books books
The bookworm in me has revived itself! Haha. Although I read faster years before, I'm slowly getting back on it. I'm craving for more stuff to read. I don't have much time considering summer's about to end. Even if I don't have much time to read though, I'd love getting a book. I enjoy all genres! Haha.

9. DVDs
I have also gotten an interest in movies. Haha. There have been so many movies I haven't watched yet that I really, really want to get my hands on. Youtube just doesn't satisfy me. Haha. Even if I've also watched my share of movies, DVDs would totally brighten my day. Besides, most of the movies I have here are not in DVD format, they're in Betamax and VHS. My Dad was quite the film fanatic himself and we have a considerably large collection of them. I even have a copy of Pinocchio that's in the form of a CD that's really, really big. Uso raw yun dati. Haha. The problem is, our players for those media are busted and I can't watch my favorites anymore. By favorites I mean Lion King, Little Mermaid, Mulan etc. Haha.

10. Watch Harry Potter 6
I CRAVE to watch this in the movie house. The Harry Potter Experience is just so different that I insist on watching it in the cinema as well as getting a DVD copy of it. Haha. It comes out this July which is not very far from my birthday so I really hope I get the birthday money/have a really nice friend who could treat me. XD. I sure hope this time I don't get disappointed with it the same way I got disappointed with movie adaptations 3 through 5.

11. My Own TV
This is totally a dream that I know will never ever come true but what the heck. Haha. I hate having to argue with what channel to watch all the time.

12. LAPTOP
My dream for so long has still not materialized. :((

13. Room Aircon
Another big dream that may never come true. Haha. It would just be so 'cool' to have it in my room. :D

14. Car + Drivers' License
I know this can happen but probably in the very far away future. I really want to learn how to drive and I reckon Mommy will have no worries as long as I'm 18 years old. Haha. I'm actually thinking whether or not I should give up the debut they want for me for my own car. Wheeeeee. Xp

WAAAAAAAAAIT!

I promised myself I would only use the PC until 9pm. I checked the computer clock and it's already 9;25! I got a bit carried away there, didn't I? Oh well. I've run out of things to enumerate anyway. I guess I could have a Part Two of this Pleasure Post.

Bye~

P.S. UPM: Classes have been moved to June15. XD

Body Clock Alert

Good morning!
Good noon!
Good afternoon!
Good evening!
Good night!

Wheeeeeee.

I am very much sleep-deprived right now. Not because of insomnia, but rather because of my unbelievable desire to talk and talk and talk. :D

It all started last night. My cousin, Ate Madel, was reading my copy of Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets. She's been hooked with this personal favorite of mine and has been borrowing my copies. I'm glad that happened. It's nice to share this burning passion with my cousin. Haha.

Anyway, she was nearly done with the book so I did random stuff while waiting for her to finish. She finished the book at around 1:00AM. So we started talking about the wonders of the series. I ended up talking about most of the endings and spoilers. Haha. I just love talking about it so much. :D

So since we were done with Harry Potter and it was pretty late, we decided to sleep in my room instead of the Master's Bedroom. We turned off the lights. but somehow we just couldn't stop talking about random stuff. It was amazmingly freaky when we realized it was 5:00AM. Haha. Mama Eden caught us so we had to retreat to sleepland at 6:00AM. We got up, by force, at 11:30AM to eat lunch. Haha. I took a nap at 3:00PM this afternoon to regain my strength. Haha.

So, let me list the stuff we talked about. Well, at least those I can remember.

A Walk to Remember

This started when we commented at how Harry Potter is so much better than Twilight. We both enjoy love stories in movies, but we really don't enjoy books that have love as the central theme. We like books incorporating love however want it to be accompanied by several conflicts.

But A Walk to Remember is just a lovely exception. :DDDD

I haven't watched the movie yet. So she narrated it to me, and she is such the narrator. She puts in every single detail! Haha.

YouTube Videos
Actually, she also saw "A Walk to Remember" on Youtube. It turns out her intenret connection is so damn fast she gets to watch tons os movies as well as series on Youtube. So like the great narrator she is, she started sharing them to me.

Several of such are "Butterfly Lovers," "Picture This," "Another Cinderella Story," etc. Haha. Whatta conversation that was.

Childhood
We were supposed to retreat to sleep when we suddenly recalled our childhood full of the craziest things. Haha. It started with Disney movies. Then it evolved into Barbie dolls and what we would do with them: give names, comb their hair, cut their hair, paint their hair, etc. Haha. Then we remembered the stuff we used to do at our province in Siquijor, when we used to go there regularly. We used to fight over men! Haha, our male relatives, really. We also SERIOUSLY PLANNED to create our own movie! Imagine, 7-9 year olds planning to make a movie. We laughed our hearts out since we now realize how much money and time it takes to make a movie. We made scripts, designed costumes (which Ate Madel, SERIOUSLY planned to make herself), and even told grown-ups about our grand plan. We could just imagine how they reacted to our childish ways.

We also talked about our childhood attitudes. I was quite the maldita back then. I would slam doors, shout at elders and wanted things done my way. She even recalled of a time that she was crying and I just sat there playing, not even wondering what happened. Haha. How I changed is God's little miracle. :D

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We talked about a whole lot of other things but my memory escapes me. Haha.

I guess that'll be it for now. Thanks for taking the time to read this beautifully wala lang post. :p

Random Thoughts

Hello hello hello.

Just thought I'd make an update. Haha.

Actually, nothing special has been happening lately. After last Monday, I've been confined to the house pretty much.

So, what has this "homebody" been up to?

Haha. Not much. But I'll tell you about it anyway.

For most of the summer, I have a regular TV time from 9:30pm-1:00am (reason why I hardly go nocturnally online). But over the past few days, my TV time has significantly reduced itself to one hour a day. Yeay!

And what have I been watching? MYTHBUSTERS.

Haha. I'm pretty outdated when it comes to watching this phenomenal TV series. It's been on air since about 2003 but it wa sonly last year that I began watching it. This is partly because this is the only time we actually got Discovery Channel on TV. But, it's better late than never, right?

So right. I am positively getting addicted to it. I get as much, if not more, entertainment from the show than I get from the late-night shows I used to watch. It all went to the point that when my mom called from the States, I actually asked her to look for a Mythbusters T-shirt. She does stay in California, right? Haha. Am I a fan or what?

Aside from the totally awesome mythbusting experiments they come up with (and surprisingly never run out of), the hosts themselves raise the entertainment scale about 200%. Yea, I'm exxaggerating but I don't care. Haha.

Jamie looks so intellectually cool. His beret-wearing physique shouts of years of experience and knowledge. I'd really want to shake hands with this guy.

Adam makes science the best subject in the world with his crazy antics eccentrically matched with his amazing genius. His love for blowing things up is so contagious I might just do it myself. (Yes, I am kidding)

Tori is an example of how great minds don't mean unattarctive features.

Kari is the epitome of how women can contribute as much to science as any other male specie. And you have to amdit, she is so pretty! :D

And Grant is just so cute! I've given up having TV crushes for as long as I can remember but I just can't help having a crush on this amazing electric engineer! He is the father of the R2D2 robots of Star Wars and the Deathblow robot of Battlebots, and let's not forget the Energizer bunny. :D

Oo na. Crush ko siya. Bakit ba? Haha.

I don't know why I have a thing for math geniuses and engineering wonders. People like them just make me go "wow!"

I even googled him yesterday and found his Facebook and Myspace profiles. Iba talaga ako pag nagka-crush. :D

Okayyy. If I keep going I may rant about it till eternity. So let's move on.

I have also recently rediscovered my Reader's Digest: Did You Know? Encyclopedia. It has my name on it but the handwriting indicates that it was from my father. He was always so fond of reading. It rubbed off on me, I guess. I read this a lot before, but I have neglected it ever since. I just opened it again and revived my love for the astounding facts it contains. COOL.

I've run out of things to blabber about. Till next time then. :)

I can't say I love you right now.

Yeah. I don't really understand why I'm posting. Haha. I have nothing to talk about.

Uhh. So should I talk about my day? Haha.

I'm sleep deprived right now. I've been up with Tatay up to 2AM today. But I don't regret one bit of it. I was glad to be with him till the wee hours of the morning. I love you Tay. :D (check previous post, I devoted it to him).

So I got up at my usual hour - 10AM. oha oha. So I approximately slept 7 and 1/2 hours. Pwede na 'yun. Dati nga 4 hours pinakamatagal eh. Bohaha.

While I was trying to start taking a bath, I heard Ate Madel arrive. She's my cousin from Bohol (mother's side). She's exactly two months older than I am (May 5 sya, July 5 ako).

After my bath I went down and looked after Donah. Ang cute talaga niya. wala lang. Haha.

Huwaw. 4:30 na di ko pa rin tapos ang blogpost na ito.

Coz imma picture grabbing...looking for my face all over friendster. Suggestions puh-lease?

Haha. Baka kung ano pa masulat ko. Sige, tama na. Haha.

Manonood pa ako iCarly. Whee. :p

I love you whoever you are... :)